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the golden threshold(金色的门槛)-第1部分

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                  THE GOLDEN THRESHOLD 



 THE GOLDEN 

THRESHOLD 



                 By Sarojini Naidu 



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                          INTRODUCTION 



     It  is  at  my   persuasion     that  these   poems    are  now    published。     The 

earliest of them were read to me in London in 1896; when the writer was 

seventeen; the later ones were sent to me   from India in   1904; when she 

was   twenty…five;   and   they   belong;   I   think;   almost   wholly   to   those   two 

periods。     As they seemed to me to have an individual beauty of their own; 

I thought they ought to be published。            The writer hesitated。        〃Your letter 

made me very proud and very sad;〃 she wrote。                 〃Is it possible that I have 

written verses that are 'filled with beauty;' and is it possible that you really 

think them worthy of being given to the world?                You know how high my 

ideal of Art is; and to me my poor casual little poems seem to be less than 

beautifulI mean with that final enduring beauty that I desire。〃                 And; in 

another letter; she writes: 〃I am not a poet really。             I have the vision and 

the desire; but not the voice。        If I could write just one poem full of beauty 

and the spirit of greatness; I should be exultantly silent for ever; but I sing 

just as the birds do; and my songs are as ephemeral。〃                 It is for this bird… 

like quality of song; it seems to me; that they are to be valued。              They hint; 

in a sort of delicately evasive way; at a rare temperament; the temperament 

of   a   woman   of   the   East;  finding   expression   through   a Western   language 

and under partly Western influences。             They do not express the whole of 

that   temperament;   but   they   express;   I   think;   its   essence;   and   there   is   an 

Eastern magic in them。 

     Sarojini Chattopadhyay was born at Hyderabad on February 13; 1879。 

Her father; Dr。 Aghorenath Chattopadhyay; is descended from the ancient 

family     of   Chattorajes    of   Bhramangram;        who    were    noted    throughout 

Eastern   Bengal   as   patrons   of   Sanskrit   learning;   and   for   their   practice   of 

Yoga。     He   took   his   degree   of   Doctor   of   Science   at   the   University   of 

Edinburgh   in   1877;   and   afterwards   studied   brilliantly   at   Bonn。     On   his 

return to India he founded the Nizam College at Hyderabad; and has since 

laboured      incessantly;    and   at  great  personal    sacrifice;   in  the   cause   of 

education。 

     Sarojini   was   the   eldest   of   a   large   family;   all   of   whom   were   taught 

English   at   an   early   age。  〃I;〃   she   writes;   〃was   stubborn   and   refused   to 



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speak it。     So one day when I was nine years old my father punished me 

the only time I was ever punishedby shutting me in a room alone for a 

whole day。       I came out of it a full…blown linguist。           I have never spoken 

any other language to him; or to my mother; who always speaks to me in 

Hindustani。       I don't think I had any special hankering to write poetry as a 

little   child;   though   I   was   of   a   very   fanciful   and   dreamy   nature。  My 

training under   my  father's   eye   was   of   a sternly  scientific   character。      He 

was determined that I should be a great mathematician or a scientist; but 

the poetic instinct; which I inherited from him and also from my mother 

(who   wrote   some   lovely   Bengali   lyrics   in   her   youth)   proved   stronger。 

One   day;   when   I   was   eleven;   I   was   sighing   over   a   sum   in   algebra:   it 

WOULDN'T come right; but instead a whole poem came to me suddenly。 

I wrote it down。 

     〃From that day my 'poetic career' began。               At thirteen I wrote a long 

poem a la 'Lady of the Lake'1300 lines in six days。               At thirteen I wrote a 

drama   of   2000   lines;   a   full…fledged   passionate   thing   that   I   began   on   the 

spur of the moment without forethought; just to spite my doctor who said I 

was     very   ill  and   must    not   touch   a  book。     My     health    broke    down 

permanently about this time; and my regular studies being stopped I read 

voraciously。      I suppose the greater part of my reading was done between 

fourteen and sixteen。        I wrote a novel; I wrote fat volumes of journals; I 

took myself very seriously in those days。〃 

     Before     she   was   fifteen   the  great   struggle    of  her   life  began。    Dr。 

Govindurajulu        Naidu;     now    her   husband;     is;  though     of  an   old   and 

honourable   family;   not   a   Brahmin。        The   difference   of   caste   roused   an 

equal opposition; not only on the side of her family; but of his; and in 1895 

she was sent to England; against her will; with a special scholarship from 

the Nizam。       She remained in England; with an interval of travel in Italy; 

till   1898;   studying   first   at   King's   College;   London;   then;   till   her   health 

again broke down;   at   Girton。        She   returned  to   Hyderabad   in   September 

1898; and in the December of that year; to the scandal of all India; broke 

through the bonds of caste; and married Dr。 Naidu。                〃Do you know I have 

some very beautiful poems floating in the air;〃 she wrote to me in 1904; 

〃and if the gods are kind I shall cast my soul like a net and capture them; 



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this year。     If the gods are kindand grant me a little measure of health。 

It is all I need to make my life perfect; for the very 'Spirit of Delight' that 

Shelley wrote of dwells in my little home; it is full of the music of birds in 

the garden and children in the long arched verandah。〃                    There are songs 

about the children in this book; they are called the Lord of Battles; the Sun 

of Victory; the Lotus…born; and the Jewel of Delight。 

     〃My   ancestors   for   thousands   of   years;〃   I   find   written   in   one   of   her 

letters; 〃have been lovers of the forest and mountain caves; great dreamers; 

great   scholars;   great   ascetics。    My   father   is   a   dreamer   himself;   a   great 

dreamer;      a  great   man    whose     life  has   been   a   magnificent     failure。    I 

suppose in the whole of India there are few men whose learning is greater 

than his; and I don't think there are many men more beloved。                      He has a 

great   white   beard   and   the   profile   of   Homer;   and   a   laugh   that   brings   the 

roof   down。     He has   wasted   all   his   money  on   two   great objects: to  help 

others; and on alchemy。          He holds huge courts every day in his garden of 

all   the   learned   men   of   all   religionsRajahs   and   beggars   and   saints   and 

downright villains all delightfully mixed up; and all treated as one。                    And 

then his alchemy!         Oh dear; night and day the experiments are going on; 

and   every   man   who   brings   a   new   prescription   is   welcome   as   a   brother。 

But this   alchemy is;  you know;  only the   material counterpart of a   poet's 

craving   for   Beauty;   the   eternal   Beauty。      'The    makers   of   gold   and   the 

makers of   verse;'   they  are   the   twin   creators   that   sway  the   world's   secret 

desire for mystery; and what in my father is the genius of curiositythe 

very essence of all scientific geniusin me is the desire for beauty。                    Do 

you remember Pater's phrase about Leonardo da Vinci; 'curiosity and the 

desire of beauty'?〃 

     It was the desire of beauty that made her a poet; her 〃nerves of delight〃 

were always quivering at the contact of beauty。                 To those who knew her 

in England; all the life of the tiny figure seemed to concentrate itself in the 

eyes; they turned towards beauty as the sunflower turns towards the sun; 

opening wider and wider until one saw nothing but the eyes。 

     She was dressed always in clinging dresses of Eastern silk; and as she 

was so small; and her long black hair hung straight down her back; you 

might   have taken   her   for   a   child。   She   spoke   little;  and in   a low   voice; 



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like gentle music; and she seemed; wherever she was; to be alone。 

     Through   that   soul   I   seemed   to   touch   and   take   hold   upon   the   Eas
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