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on some other parts of the English colonies in America。
He told me he wrote two or three letters to me�察�directed
according to my order�察�but heard nothing from me。 This I
indeed knew to be true�察�but the letters coming to my hand in
the time of my latter husband�察�I could do nothing in it�察�and
therefore chose to give no answer�察�that so he might rather
believe they had miscarried。
Being thus disappointed�察�he said�察�he carried on the old trade
ever since�察�though when he had gotten so much money�察�he
said�察�he did not run such desperate risks as he did before。
Then he gave me some account of several hard and desperate
encounters which he had with gentlemen on the road�察�who
parted too hardly with their money�察�and showed me some
wounds he had received�察�and he had one or two very terrible
wounds indeed�察�as particularly one by a pistol bullet�察�which
broke his arm�察�and another with a sword�察�which ran him quite
through the body�察�but that missing his vitals�察�he was cured
again�察�one of his comrades having kept with him so faithfully�察�
and so friendly�察�as that he assisted him in riding near eighty
miles before his arm was set�察�and then got a surgeon in a
considerable city�察�remote from that place where it was done�察�
pretending they were gentlemen travelling towards Carlisle
and that they had been attacked on the road by highwaymen�察�
and that one of them had shot him into the arm and broke
the bone。
This�察�he said�察�his friend managed so well�察�that they were not
suspected at all�察�but lay still till he was perfectly cured。 He
gave me so many distinct accounts of his adventures�察�that it
is with great reluctance that I decline the relating them�察�but I
consider that this is my own story�察�not his。
I then inquired into the circumstances of his present case at
that time�察�and what it was he expected when he came to be
tried。 He told me that they had no evidence against him�察�or
but very little�察�for that of three robberies�察�which they were all
charged with�察�it was his good fortune that he was but in one
of them�察�and that there was but one witness to be had for that
fact�察�which was not sufficient�察�but that it was expected some
others would come in against him�察�that he thought indeed�察�
when he first saw me�察�that I had been one that came of that
errand�察�but that if somebody came in against him�察�he hoped
he should be cleared�察�that he had had some intimation�察�that if
he would submit to transport himself�察�he might be admitted
to it without a trial�察�but that he could not think of it with any
temper�察�and thought he could much easier submit to be hanged。
I blamed him for that�察�and told him I blamed him on two
accounts�察�first�察�because if he was transported�察�there might be
a hundred ways for him that was a gentleman�察�and a bold
enterprising man�察�to find his way back again�察�and perhaps
some ways and means to come back before he went。 He
smiled at that part�察�and said he should like the last the best of
the two�察�for he had a kind of horror upon his mind at his being
sent over to the plantations�察�as Romans sent condemned
slaves to work in the mines�察�that he thought the passage into
another state�察�let it be what it would�察�much more tolerable at
the gallows�察�and that this was the general notion of all the
gentlemen who were driven by the exigence of their fortunes
to take the road�察�that at the place of execution there was at
least an end of all the miseries of the present state�察�and as for
what was to follow�察�a man was�察�in his opinion�察�as likely to
repent sincerely in the last fortnight of his life�察�under the
pressures and agonies of a jail and the condemned hole�察�as he
would ever be in the woods and wilderness of America�察�that
servitude and hard labour were things gentlemen could never
stoop to�察�that it was but the way to force them to be their own
executioners afterwards�察�which was much worse�察�and that
therefore he could not have any patience when he did but
think of being transported。
I used the utmost of my endeavour to persuade him�察�and joined
that known woman's rhetoric to itI mean�察�that of tears。 I told
him the infamy of a public execution was certainly a greater
pressure upon the spirits of a gentleman than any of the
mortifications that he could meet with abroad could be�察�that
he had at least in the other a chance for his life�察�whereas here
he had none at all�察�that it was the easiest thing in the world
for him to manage the captain of a ship�察�who were�察�generally
speaking�察�men of good´humour and some gallantry�察�and a
small matter of conduct�察�especially if there was any money
to be had�察�would make way for him to buy himself off when
he came to Virginia。
He looked wistfully at me�察�and I thought I guessed at what he
meant�察�that is to say�察�that he had no money�察�but I was mistaken�察�
his meaning was another way。 'You hinted just now�察�my dear��'
said he�察�'that there might be a way of coming back before I
went�察�by which I understood you that it might be possible to
buy it off here。 I had rather give #200 to prevent going�察�than
#100 to be set at liberty when I came there。' 'That is�察�my dear��'
said I�察�'because you do not know the place so well as I do。'
'That may be��' said he�察�'and yet I believe�察�as well as you know
it�察�you would do the same�察�unless it is because�察�as you told
me�察�you have a mother there。'
I told him�察�as to my mother�察�it was next to impossible but
that she must be dead many years before�察�and as for any other
relations that I might have there�察�I knew them not now�察�that
since the misfortunes I had been under had reduced me to the
condition I had been in for some years�察�I had not kept up any
correspondence with them�察�and that he would easily believe�察�
I should find but a cold reception from them if I should be
put to make my first visit in the condition of a transported
felon�察�that therefore�察�if I went thither�察�I resolved not to see
them�察�but that I had many views in going there�察�if it should be
my fate�察�which took off all the uneasy part of it�察�and if he
found himself obliged to go also�察�I should easily instruct him
how to manage himself�察�so as never to go a servant at all�察�
especially since I found he was not destitute of money�察�which
was the only friend in such a condition。
He smiled�察�and said he did not tell me he had money。 I took
him up short�察�and told him I hoped he did not understand by
my speaking�察�that I should expect any supply from him if he
had money�察�that�察�on the other hand�察�though I had not a great
deal�察�yet I did not want�察�and while I had any I would rather
add to him than weaken him in that article�察�seeing�察�whatever
he had�察�I knew in the case of transportation he would have
occasion of it all。
He expressed himself in a most tender manner upon that head。
He told me what money he had was not a great deal�察�but that
he would never hide any of it from me if I wanted it�察�and that
he assured me he did not speak with any such apprehensions�察�
that he was only intent upon what I had hinted to him before
he went�察�that here he knew what to do with himself�察�but that
there he should be the most ignorant�察�helpless wretch alive。
I told him he frighted and terrified himself with that which
had no terror in it�察�that if he had money�察�as I was glad to hear
he had�察�he might not only avoid the servitude supposed to be
the consequence of transportation�察�but begin the world upon
a new foundation�察�and that such a one as he could not fail of
success in�察�with the common application usual in such cases�察�
that he could not but call to mind that is was what I had
recommended to him many years before and had proposed it
for our mutual subsistence and restoring our fortunes in the
world�察�and I would tell him now�察�that to convince him both
of the certainty of it and of my being fully acquainted with the
method�察�and also fully satisfied in the probability of success�察�
he should first see me deliver myself from the necessity of
going over at all�察�and then that I would go with him freely�察�
and of my own choice�察�and perhaps carry enough with me to
satisfy him that I did not offer it for want of being able to live
without assistance from him�察�but that I thought our mutual
misfortunes had been such as were sufficient to reconcile us
both to quitting this part of the world�察�and living where
nobody could upbraid us with what was past�察�or we be in any
dread of a prison�察�and without agonies of a condemned hole
to drive us to it�察�this where we should look back on all our
past disasters with infinite satisfaction�察�when we should
consider that our enemies should entirely forget us�察�and that
we should live as new people in a new world�察�nobody having
anything to say to us�察�or we to them。
I pressed this home to him with so many arguments�察�and
answered all his own passionate objections so effec
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