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the forged coupon()-第21部分
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Pelageushkine; to accompany him on his journey。
〃A convict; you say? But is not that dangerous?〃
〃Not if it is this one。 He is a holy man。 You may ask anybody; they
will all tell you so。〃
〃Why has he been sent here?〃
The governor smiled。 〃He had committed six murders; and yet he is
a holy man。 I go bail for him。〃
Mitia Smokovnikov took Stepan; now a bald…headed; lean; tanned man;
with him on his journey。 On their way Stepan took care of Smokovnikov;
like his own child; and told him his story; told him why he had been sent
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here; and what now filled his life。
And; strange to say; Mitia Smokovnikov; who up to that time used to
spend his time drinking; eating; and gambling; began for the first time to
meditate on life。 These thoughts never left him now; and produced a
complete change in his habits。 After a time he was offered a very
advantageous position。 He refused it; and made up his mind to buy an
estate with the money he had; to marry; and to devote himself to the
peasantry; helping them as much as he could。
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HE carried out his intentions。 But before retiring to his estate he
called on his father; with whom he had been on bad terms; and who had
settled apart with his new family。 Mitia Smokovnikov wanted to make it
up。 The old man wondered at first; and laughed at the change he noticed
in his son; but after a while he ceased to find fault with him; and thought
of the many times when it was he who was the guilty one。
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AFTER THE DANCE
〃AND you say that a man cannot; of himself; understand what is
good and evil; that it is all environment; that the environment swamps the
man。 But I believe it is all chance。 Take my own case 。 。 。〃
Thus spoke our excellent friend; Ivan Vasilievich; after a conversation
between us on the impossibility of improving individual character without
a change of the conditions under which men live。 Nobody had actually
said that one could not of oneself understand good and evil; but it was a
habit of Ivan Vasilievich to answer in this way the thoughts aroused in his
own mind by conversation; and to illustrate those thoughts by relating
incidents in his own life。 He often quite forgot the reason for his story in
telling it; but he always told it with great sincerity and feeling。
He did so now。
〃Take my own case。 My whole life was moulded; not by
environment; but by something quite different。〃
〃By what; then?〃 we asked。
〃Oh; that is a long story。 I should have to tell you about a great many
things to make you understand。〃
〃Well; tell us then。〃
Ivan Vasilievich thought a little; and shook his head。
〃My whole life;〃 he said; 〃was changed in one night; or; rather;
morning。〃
〃Why; what happened?〃 one of us asked。
〃What happened was that I was very much in love。 I have been in
love many times; but this was the most serious of all。 It is a thing of the
past; she has married daughters now。 It was Varinka B。〃 Ivan
Vasilievich mentioned her surname。 〃Even at fifty she is remarkably
handsome; but in her youth; at eighteen; she was exquisitetall; slender;
graceful; and stately。 Yes; stately is the word; she held herself very erect;
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by instinct as it were; and carried her head high; and that together with her
beauty and height gave her a queenly air in spite of being thin; even bony
one might say。 It might indeed have been deterring had it not been for her
smile; which was always gay and cordial; and for the charming light in her
eyes and for her youthful sweetness。〃
〃What an entrancing description you give; Ivan Vasilievich!〃
〃Description; indeed! I could not possibly describe her so that you
could appreciate her。 But that does not matter; what I am going to tell
you happened in the forties。 I was at that time a student in a provincial
university。 I don't know whether it was a good thing or no; but we had no
political clubs; no theories in our universities then。 We were simply young
and spent our time as young men do; studying and amusing ourselves。 I
was a very gay; lively; careless fellow; and had plenty of money too。 I had
a fine horse; and used to go tobogganing with the young ladies。 Skating
had not yet come into fashion。 I went to drinking parties with my
comradesin those days we drank nothing but champagneif we had no
champagne we drank nothing at all。 We never drank vodka; as they do
now。 Evening parties and balls were my favourite amusements。 I danced
well; and was not an ugly fellow。〃
〃Come; there is no need to be modest;〃 interrupted a lady near him。
〃We have seen your photograph。 Not ugly; indeed! You were a
handsome fellow。〃
〃Handsome; if you like。 That does not matter。 When my love for
her was at its strongest; on the last day of the carnival; I was at a ball at the
provincial marshal's; a good…natured old man; rich and hospitable; and a
court chamberlain。 The guests were welcomed by his wife; who was as
good…natured as himself。 She was dressed in puce…coloured velvet; and
had a diamond diadem on her forehead; and her plump; old white
shoulders and bosom were bare like the portraits of Empress Elizabeth; the
daughter of Peter the Great。
〃It was a delightful ball。 It was a splendid room; with a gallery for
the orchestra; which was famous at the time; and consisted of serfs
belonging to a musical landowner。 The refreshments were magnificent;
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and the champagne flowed in rivers。 Though I was fond of champagne I
did not drink that night; because without it I was drunk with love。 But I
made up for it by dancing waltzes and polkas till I was ready to dropof
course; whenever possible; with Varinka。 She wore a white dress with a
pink sash; white shoes; and white kid gloves; which did not quite reach to
her thin pointed elbows。 A disgusting engineer named Anisimov robbed
me of the mazurka with herto this day I cannot forgive him。 He asked
her for the dance the minute she arrived; while I had driven to the hair…
dresser's to get a pair of gloves; and was late。 So I did not dance the
mazurka with her; but with a German girl to whom I had previously paid a
little attention; but I am afraid I did not behave very politely to her that
evening。 I hardly spoke or looked at her; and saw nothing but the tall;
slender figure in a white dress; with a pink sash; a flushed; beaming;
dimpled face; and sweet; kind eyes。 I was not alone; they were all looking
at her with admiration; the men and women alike; although she outshone
all of them。 They could not help admiring her。
〃Although I was not nominally her partner for the mazurka; I did as a
matter of fact dance nearly the whole time with her。 She always came
forward boldly the whole length of the room to pick me out。 I flew to
meet her without waiting to be chosen; and she thanked me with a smile
for my intuition。 When I was brought up to her with somebody else; and
she guessed wrongly; she took the other man's hand with a shrug of her
slim shoulders; and smiled at me regretfully。
〃Whenever there was a waltz figure in the mazurka; I waltzed with her
for a long time; and breathing fast and smiling; she would say; 'Encore';
and I went on waltzing and waltzing; as though unconscious of any bodily
existence。〃
〃Come now; how could you be unconscious of it with your arm round
her waist? You must have been conscious; no
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