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does not even try; should he not be silent?
I thank you very heartily for your letter; and for the seriousness
you brought to it。 You know; I think when a serious thing is your
own; you keep a saner man by laughing at it and yourself as you go。
So I do not write possibly with all the really somewhat sickened
gravity I feel。 And indeed; what with the book; and this business
to which I referred; and Ireland; I am scarcely in an enviable
state。 Well; I ought to be glad; after ten years of the worst
training on earth … valetudinarianism … that I can still be
troubled by a duty。 You shall hear more in time; so far; I am at
least decided: I will go and see Balfour when I get to London。
We have all had a great pleasure: a Mrs。 Rawlinson came and
brought with her a nineteen…year…old daughter; simple; human; as
beautiful as … herself; I never admired a girl before; you know it
was my weakness: we are all three dead in love with her。 How nice
to be able to do so much good to harassed people by … yourself!
Ever yours;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO MISS RAWLINSON
'SKERRYVORE; BOURNEMOUTH; APRIL 1886。'
OF the many flowers you brought me;
Only some were meant to stay;
And the flower I thought the sweetest
Was the flower that went away。
Of the many flowers you brought me;
All were fair and fresh and gay;
But the flower I thought the sweetest
Was the blossom of the May。
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO MISS MONROE
SKERRYVORE; BOURNEMOUTH; MAY 25TH; 1886。
DEAR MISS MONROE; … (I hope I have this rightly) I must lose no
time in thanking you for a letter singularly pleasant to receive。
It may interest you to know that I read to the signature without
suspecting my correspondent was a woman; though in one point (a
reference to the Countess) I might have found a hint of the truth。
You are not pleased with Otto; since I judge you do not like
weakness; and no more do I。 And yet I have more than tolerance for
Otto; whose faults are the faults of weakness; but never of ignoble
weakness; and who seeks before all to be both kind and just。
Seeks; not succeeds。 But what is man? So much of cynicism to
recognise that nobody does right is the best equipment for those
who do not wish to be cynics in good earnest。 Think better of
Otto; if my plea can influence you; and this I mean for your own
sake … not his; poor fellow; as he will never learn your opinion;
but for yours; because; as men go in this world (and women too);
you will not go far wrong if you light upon so fine a fellow; and
to light upon one and not perceive his merits is a calamity。 In
the flesh; of course; I mean; in the book the fault; of course; is
with my stumbling pen。 Seraphina made a mistake about her Otto; it
begins to swim before me dimly that you may have some traits of
Seraphina?
With true ingratitude you see me pitch upon your exception; but it
is easier to defend oneself gracefully than to acknowledge praise。
I am truly glad that you should like my books; for I think I see
from what you write that you are a reader worth convincing。 Your
name; if I have properly deciphered it; suggests that you may be
also something of my countrywoman; for it is hard to see where
Monroe came from; if not from Scotland。 I seem to have here a
double claim on your good nature: being myself pure Scotch and
having appreciated your letter; make up two undeniable merits
which; perhaps; if it should be quite without trouble; you might
reward with your photograph。 … Yours truly;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO MISS MONROE
'SKERRYVORE; BOURNEMOUTH; JUNE 1886。'
MY DEAR MISS MONROE; … I am ill in bed and stupid; incoherently
stupid; yet I have to answer your letter; and if the answer is
incomprehensible you must forgive me。 You say my letter caused you
pleasure; I am sure; as it fell out; not near so much as yours has
brought to me。 The interest taken in an author is fragile: his
next book; or your next year of culture; might see the interest
frosted or outgrown; and himself; in spite of all; you might
probably find the most distasteful person upon earth。 My case is
different。 I have bad health; am often condemned to silence for
days together … was so once for six weeks; so that my voice was
awful to hear when I first used it; like the whisper of a shadow …
have outlived all my chief pleasures; which were active and
adventurous; and ran in the open air: and being a person who
prefers life to art; and who knows it is a far finer thing to be in
love; or to risk a danger; than to paint the finest picture or
write the noblest book; I begin to regard what remains to me of my
life as very shadowy。 From a variety of reasons; I am ashamed to
confess I was much in this humour when your letter came。 I had a
good many troubles; was regretting a high average of sins; had been
recently reminded that I had outlived some friends; and wondering
if I had not outlived some friendships; and had just; while
boasting of better health; been struck down again by my haunting
enemy; an enemy who was exciting at first; but has now; by the
iteration of his strokes; become merely annoying and inexpressibly
irksome。 Can you fancy that to a person drawing towards the
elderly this sort of conjunction of circumstances brings a rather
aching sense of the past and the future? Well; it was just then
that your letter and your photograph were brought to me in bed; and
there came to me at once the most agreeable sense of triumph。 My
books were still young; my words had their good health and could go
about the world and make themselves welcome; and even (in a shadowy
and distant sense) make something in the nature of friends for the
sheer hulk that stays at home and bites his pen over the
manuscripts。 It amused me very much to remember that I had been in
Chicago; not so many years ago; in my proper person; where I had
failed to awaken much remark; except from the ticket collector; and
to think how much more gallant and persuasive were the fellows that
I now send instead of me; and how these are welcome in that quarter
to the sitter of Herr Platz; while their author was not very
welcome even in the villainous restaurant where he tried to eat a
meal and rather failed。
And this leads me directly to a confession。 The photograph which
shall accompany this is not chosen as the most like; but the best…
looking。 Put yourself in my place; and you will call this
pardonable。 Even as it is; even putting forth a flattered
presentment; I am a little pained; and very glad it is a photograph
and not myself that has to go; for in this case; if it please you;
you can tell yourself it is my image … and if it displeased you;
you can lay the blame on the photographer; but in that; there were
no help; and the poor author might belie his labours。
KIDNAPPED should soon appear; I am afraid you may not like it; as
it is very unlike PRINCE OTTO in every way; but I am myself a great
admirer of the two chief characters; Alan and David。 VIRGINIBUS
PUERISQUE has never been issued in the States。 I do not think it
is a book that has much charm for publishers in any land; but I am
to bring out a new edition in England shortly; a copy of which I
must try to remember to send you。 I say try to remember; because I
have some superficial acquaintance with myself: and I have
determined; after a galling discipline; to promise nothing more
until the day of my death: at least; in this way; I shall no more
break my word; and I must now try being churlish instead of being
false。
I do not believe you to be the least like Seraphina。 Your
photograph has no trace of her; which somewhat relieves me; as I am
a good deal afraid of Seraphinas … they do not always go into the
woods and see the sunrise; and some are so well…mailed that even
that experience would leave them unaffected and unsoftened。 The
'hair and eyes of several complexions' was a trait taken from
myself; and I do not bind myself to the opinions of Sir John。 In
this case; perhaps … but no; if the peculiarity is shared by two
such pleasant persons as you and I (as you and me … the grammatical
nut is hard); it must be a very good thing indeed; and Sir John
must be an ass。
The BOOK READER notice was a strange jumble of fact and fancy。 I
wish you could have seen my father's old assistant and present
partner when he heard my father described as an 'inspector of
lighthouses;' for we are all very proud of the family achievements;
and the name of my house here in Bournemouth is stolen from one of
the sea…towers of the Hebrides which are our pyramids and
monuments。 I was never at Cambridge; again; but neglected a
considerable succession of cla
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