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throwing my things in my backpack。 ^Is it still OK if I borrow your
car�拭�The sooner I get Home�察�the sooner I can get back。 Not that it
really matters�察�because I¨mmoving to New York 。 It¨s official� �
Since Alex went home to Westchester twice a week to babysit his
little brother when his mom had to work late�察�his mom had given him
her old car to keep in the city。 But he wouldn¨t be needing it until
Tuesday�察�and I¨d be back before then。 I had been planning to go Home
that weekend anyway�察�and now I¨d have some good news to bring with
me。
^Sure。 No problem。 It¨s in a spot about a half´block down on Grand
Street。 The keys are on the kitchen table。 Call me when you get
there�察�OK�拭�
^Will do。 Sure you don¨t want to e�拭�There¨ll be great food!you
know my mom orders in only the best。 ̄
^Sounds tempting。 You know I would�察�but I organized some of the
younger teachers to get together tomorrow night for happy hour。
Thought it might help us all work as a team。 I really can¨t miss
it。 ̄
^Goddamn do´gooder。 Always doing good�察�spreading good cheer wherever
you go。 I¨d hate you if I didn¨t love you so much。 ̄ I leaned over
and kissed him good´bye。
I found his little green Jetta on the first try and only spent
twenty minutes trying to find the parkway that would take me to 95
North�察�which was wide open。 It was a freezing day for November�察�the
temperature was in the midthirties�察�and there were slick frozen
patches on the back roads。 But the sun was out�察�the kind of winter
glare that causes unaccustomed eyes to tear and squint�察�and the air
felt clean and cold in my lungs。 I rode the entire way with the
window rolled down�察�listening to the ^Almost Famous ̄ soundtrack on
repeat。 I worked my damp hair into a ponytail with one hand to keep
it from flying in my eyes�察�and blew on my hands to keep them warm�察�
or at least warm enough to grip the steering wheel。 Only six months
out of college�察�and my life was on the verge of bursting forward。
Miranda Priestly�察�a stranger until yesterday but a powerful woman
indeed�察�had handpicked me to join her magazine。 Now I had a concrete
reason to leave Connecticut and move!all on my own�察�as a real adult
would!to Manhattan and make it my Home。 As I pulled into the
driveway of my childhood house�察�sheer exhilaration took over。 My
cheeks looked red and windburned in the rearview mirror�察�and my hair
was flying wildly about。 There was no makeup on my face�察�and my
jeans were dirty around the bottom from trudging through the city
slush。 But at that moment�察�I felt beautiful。 Natural and cold and
clean and crisp�察�I threw open the front door and called out for my
mother。 It was the last time in my life I remember feeling so light。
^A week�拭�Honey�察�I just don¨t see how you¨re going to start work in a
week�察院�my mother said�察�stirring her tea with a spoon。 We were
sitting at the kitchen table in our usual spots�察�my mother drinking
her usual decaf tea with Sweet¨N Low�察�me with my usual mug of
English Breakfast and sugar。 Even though I hadn¨t lived at Home in
four years�察�all it took was an oversize mug of microwaved tea and a
couple Reese¨s peanut butter cups to make me feel like I¨d never
left。
^Well�察�I don¨t have a choice�察�and�察�honestly�察�I¨m lucky to have that。
You should¨ve heard how hard´core this woman was on the phone�察院�I
said。 She looked at me�察�expressionless。 ^But�察�whatever�察�I can¨t
worry about it。 I did just get a job at a really famous magazine
with one of the most powerful women in the industry。 A job a million
girls would die for。 ̄
We smiled at each other�察�but her smile was tinged with sadness。 ^I¨m
so happy for you�察院�she said。 ^Such a beautiful�察�grown´up daughter I
have。 Honey�察�I just know this is going to be the start of a
wonderful�察�wonderful time in your life。 Ah�察�I remember graduating
from college and moving to New York。 All alone in that big�察�crazy
city。 Scary but so�察�so exciting。 I want you to love every minute of
it�察�all the plays and films and people and shopping and books。 It¨s
going to be the best time of your life!I just know it。 ̄ She rested
her hand on mine�察�something she didn¨t usually do。 ^I¨m so proud of
you。 ̄
^Thanks�察�Mom。 Does that mean you¨re proud enough of me to buy me an
apartment�察�furniture�察�and a whole new wardrobe�拭�
^Yeah�察�right�察院�she said and smacked the top of my head with a
magazine on her way to the microwave to heat two more cups。 She
hadn¨t said no�察�but she wasn¨t exactly grabbing her checkbook�察�
either。
I spent the rest of the evening e´mailing everyone I knew�察�asking if
anyone needed a roommate or knew of someone who did。 I posted some
messages online and called people I hadn¨t spoken to in months。 No
luck。 I decided my only choice!without permanently moving onto
Lily¨s couch and inevitably wrecking our friendship�察�or crashing at
Alex¨s�察�which neither of us was ready for!was to sublet a room
short´term�察�until I could get my bearings in the city。 It would be
best to find my own room somewhere�察�and preferably one that was
already furnished so I wouldn¨t have to deal with that�察�too。
The phone rang at a little after midnight�察�and I lunged for it�察�
nearly falling off my twin´size childhood bed in the process。 A
framed�察�signed picture of Chris Evert�察�my childhood hero�察�smiled
down from my wall�察�just below a bulletin board that still had
magazine cutouts of Kirk Cameron plastered across it。 I smiled into
the phone。
^Hey�察�champ�察�it¨s Alex�察院�he said with that tone of voice that meant
something had happened。 It was impossible to tell if it was
something good or bad。 ^I just got an e´mail that a girl�察�Claire
McMillan�察�is looking for a roommate。 Princeton girl。 I¨ve met her
before�察�I think。 dating Andrew�察�totally normal。 You interested�拭�
^Sure�察�why not�拭�Do you have her number�拭�
^No�察�I only have her e´mail�察�but I¨ll forward you her message and
you can get in touch with her。 I think she¨ll be good。 ̄
I e´mailed Claire while I finished talking to Alex and then finally
got some sleep in my own bed。 Maybe�察�just maybe�察�this would work
out。
Claire McMillan�此�not so much。 Her apartment was dark and depressing
and in the middle of Hell¨s Kitchen�察�and there was a junkie propped
up on the doorstep when I arrived。 The others weren¨t much better。
There was a couple looking to rent out an extra room in their
apartment who made indirect references to putting up with their
constant and loud lovemaking�察�an artist in her early thirties with
four cats and a fervent desire for more�察�a bedroom at the end of a
long�察�dark hallway�察�with no windows or closets�察�a twenty´year´old
gay guy in his self´proclaimed ^slutty stage。 ̄ Each and every
miserable room I¨d visited was going for well over 1��000 and my
salary was cashing in at a whopping 32��500。 And although math had
never been my strong suit�察�it didn¨t take a genius to figure out
that rent would eat up more than 12��000 of it and taxes would take
the rest。 Oh�察�and my parents were confiscating the emergencies´only
credit card�察�now that I was an ^adult。 ̄ Sweet。
Lily pulled through after three straight days of letdowns。 Since she
had a vested interest in getting me off her couch for good�察�she
e´mailed everyone she knew。 A classmate from her Ph。D。 program at
Columbia had a friend who had a boss who knew two girls who were
looking for a roommate。 I called immediately and spoke to a very
nice girl named Shanti�察�who told me she and her friend Kendra were
looking for someone to move into their Upper East Side apartment�察�in
a room that was miniscule but had a window�察�a closet�察�and even an
exposed brick wall。 For 800 a month。 I asked if the apartment had a
bathroom and kitchen。 It did ��no dishwasher or bathtub or elevator�察�
of course�察�but one can hardly expect living in luxury their first
time out��。 Bingo。 Shanti and Kendra ended up being two very sweet
and quiet Indian girls who¨d just graduated from Duke�察�worked
hellishly long hours at investment banks�察�and seemed to me�察�that
first day and every day thereafter�察�utterly indistinguishable from
each other。 I had found a Home。
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I¨d slept in my new room for three nights already and still felt
like a stranger living in a very strange place。 The room was minute。
Perhaps slightly larger than the storage shed in the backyard of my
house in Avon�察�but not really。 And unlike most empty spaces that
actually looked bigger with furniture�察�my room had shrunk to half
its size。 I had naively eyed the tiny square and decided that it had
to be close t
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